16 May 2014
Might Experience Some Blog Outage
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Julien Benais got pretty pissy about being included in this blog. His reaction was... less than favorable. Suffice to say we didn't see eye to eye. What can I say? I'm American, we don't get mad, we get even. I'm not used to getting hurt. He humiliated me, so I him. All's fair in love and war, right?
Funny thing is I wasn't even that angry anymore. I don't go out of my way to hurt people. I do have a conscience. And after a while I thought maybe I had gone a little hard on him. You know maybe I shouldn't have put it out there for the world to read, I shouldn't stoop to that kind of level, it's childish and immature, etc, etc... but then he reminded me why I shouldn't give two shits about being petty. Sorry but I have no tolerance for people who take pleasure in treating other people badly. Including arrogant assholes who like to use women. First Wives Club was one of my favorite movies growing up, that pretty much tells you everything.
I was finally getting over him when he decided to make his typical trolling for pussy Monday booty texts. I guess he thought he was playing me like a boss. Connard. Clearly he had me confused with someone else. But I was pretty amused by how tired and predictable it is. And what's with the Mondays? Is it the only day he can cheat on his girlfriend? Does his dick only work on Mondays? Who knows. It's so fucking weird.
But he wasn't in the mood to play. Not even talk of my awesome blowjob lips could turn his frown upside down. He's cross now. And not in the good 'hate-fuck you' kind of way. I won't bore you with the legalities. Apparently I have to make a few tweaks, but I am a stubborn, rebellious bitch. I suffer from oppositional defiant disorder.
Texting with him wasn't a complete waste of time though. Granted he had no remorse whatsoever but what else would you expect from a narcissist? However there was some [warped] reasoning (in his eyes) for why he treated me like shit.
First he said it shouldn't bother me because I fuck anonymously on a daily basis and something or other about my "shitty American morality". I don't know if he was calling me a slut or a prude...? I guess a prude because four sexual partners (including his skank ass) does not a slut make. But I guess to a mysoginist like him it's no dif. He's the kind of guy who finds the easiest girl in the bar, sleeps with her, and then calls her a slut afterwards (but since he's a guy it's ok to get his dick wet in whatever moves). Slut shaming at its finest.
I told him up front when we first met that I wasn't interested in a one night stand sitch. I'm not the kind of girl who can separate the two so easily. But I guess he was too busy talking about himself to hear that. Or he's mixing me up with one of his Mondays. Which doesn't surprise me because I doubt he even remembers my name, or what I look like, much less anything else. It's ironic being called a ho by a thot who trolls for ass on the CL personals.
Anyhow he then turned it around and said it was because I had a boyfriend and I guess in his eyes this gave him carte blanche to act like a prick. I think we can all side eye that one. Yeah I don't recall having a boyfriend during that time in France either. Bullshit from a bullshitter. If I had, had a boyfriend I wouldn't have been opening my legs to Julien. Do I have to reiterate once again kiddies why cheating is bad and you shouldn't do it? But according to him I'm a cheating whore, so his behavior is acceptable. Pot meet kettle much? Or should I say thot meet kettle.
It's always a pleasure dealing with Julien. Aren't I the luckiest girl in the world to catch his attention every few weeks? But I won't be receiving messages from him anymore (stop with the Facebook. I don't use it, I don't check it, and I don't even know how you got it). Just when I got used to the sadism. What will I do without his random monthly mind fucks?