I'm happy to announce my memoir. This book is about what it feels like to go through the last few years under circumstances that were deeply violating, disorienting, and, at times, maddening. Christian Kinnersley is a rapist. Christian Kinnersley is a stalker. Like all narcissists, his abuse continued well after the end of the relationship. The impact that had on my life, alongside a deeply misogynistic American justice system that is often dismissive and adversarial instead of protective, meant that the trauma didn't end with him. It got handed off. Processed, minimised, and filed. This book is what they didn't want on the record.